- Mood: pained about tonights midterm
- Music: Cannibal Corpse
maybe it is just November rolling around, some form of regeneration or rebirth or cleansing that i need to go through this time of year, but i am feeling like stopping the meds again. when i did it last year i felt so great, and there was no collapse at the end, remember? i just restarted because of how my pdoc threatened to NOT treat me if i continued to take nothing. the way i feel now though, i am starting to get sluggish again, and well, we are just 3 days away from the end of DST, and i know the shorter days will only add to my potential depression. not a good thing. i am so inspired emotionally and psychically now to be doing my school work, the library work (and even applying for that PAYING job) but my body is just not feeling strong enough with this poison shit in me. sleeping too much for one thing, and can't control it. anyway, just wanted to kick this post out quickly, and wanted to mention too that i have made contact with a very cool writer-person that is into goth/metal music and lives in the east bay. we are talking about going to some shows togeher. how about that for a HELL-YEAH!
(((oh, and i scored a video ipod. i'm giving my old 20gb mp3 player to my son Billy in Ireland for his birthday. told my mom that i'd load it up with sermons for him to listen to, and his favorite music... but that if i didn't have one for myself anymore i'd lose my mind. i'm paying her for it, but she ordered it on her Dell account for me. check it out! http://accessories.us.dell.com/sna/productdetail.aspx?c=us&l=en&cs=19&sku=A0587179)))
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